I’ve been grumping around all day today, and for most of the day I didn’t really know why. It was kind of overcast outside, not the kind of day that inspires much movement. Usually it would have been a good day just to sit and knit, but my new work week starts on Sunday, and that means that Sundays are for sleeping in and making sure laundry is done and that I have food in the house to take with me. Not a brainlessly lazy kind of day. But that wasn’t enough to explain my dark mood.
I finally figured it out at about 2pm. I’m surprised it took me that long, but it did. It was obvious, that’s why I missed it.
Lala’s gone for a week and a half, and with my work schedule, I won’t see her for almost two weeks. She left yesterday.
Duh. It took me a whole day to figure out why I was stomping around the house, displeased with chocolate and yarn alike. I’m an idiot.
I knew I would miss her, but I thought it would be easier. I thought I would be decadent and lie on the couch, eating Snack Food (crackers and cheese and salami), drinking red wine until three in the morning, knitting and watching crap TV. I did that last night. But I got sleepy and went to bed at 10:30. Dude. Way to party while the girlfriend’s gone.
I have the dogs, though, and that’s fun. They’re mopey, too. They laugh and jump and love on me, but their eyes stare blankly out the windows as soon as we stop playing. Is that her? Is that her? Is that her?
Isn’t this the most love-lorn, pathetic thing ever? It’s not like I even see La much — our schedules have been pretty out of whack. But at least I COULD steal an hour or two last week. This week, she’s being all Buddhist-ey up north, and I totally support her in her enlightenment endeavors. But excuse me as I pout.
These help, though:
And this does, too — a pic of Lala buying flowers for sister-in-law Won-Ju (check out her amazing artwork!) before an art opening, in which she had a piece!
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